hai... off day 2day... gd but nothing to do le... so sian can just sleep n watch tv lor... wat to do right... hahaha... wel wel 2nite devils again til late nite n 2morrow work 3pm... can la chiong 2nite liao hahaha... friday no function so was force to take leave again... wat to do bqt life is like tt 1... busy busy like shit... not busy wil force ppl to take al or give oil but oil have to wait long long then have 1 lor... always take advantage of ppl 1 lor... all hotel in singapore r e same treat ppl like maid like tt... work til die also dun care 1... so tired of life in singapore everything need $$$$ work also so stressed... work so hard in e end pay this bill n tt bill in e end no $$$$ again have to work again... hahaha... this is wat u cal singapore "$$$ paradise".... thinking of going oversea to work so can leave all worries n unhappy memories behind 4ever but will not 4get my sisters n friends in singapore if i really do so... wait til i found a job first & save enough $ for oversea la... perharps if not b cause i dun wan to complete my 'o' level i would have join e police force liao which is my dream career since i was young cause my father my eldest bro. all in police when they were serving there N.S. maybe i m affected by them ba... hahaha...when in primary sch i wanted to join girls bridget but my parents not allow but in secondary sch first eca i join is NPCC n basketball dun even care if my parents allow or not... just s long s i like i dun care about wat others think... i really love commanding life so much tt even if i didnt join police force i join bqt in hotel which is also a department which is so commanding... fated to b wat i m hahaha... whos knows if i like s long s b4 e age of 30 i join police force i m stil accpected but i dun think so i wanted to concentrate on my bqt career now not to change amymore... perharps will fulfill my dreams in my next life wo regret w wat ever i do...